Empty

At the heart of a man's purpose, is his connection to God. There is no vacuum in a human life, there is always someone in touch with a man's spirit. It is either God, or the enemy, but never an empty space. Sometimes, the heart is overgrown with worries and cares, as weeds and thorns would overgrow untended land.
I have moments of emptiness just after great success in ministry, and great restlessness just before a great assignment comes from the Father. I am experiencing both at the moment and I am therefore wondering what is going on. At the center of my turmoil is the knowledge that I have to trust God, I have no choice. I have to believe that He exists, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. It would not make sense to approach Him on any other terms. He demands absolute faith, for double mindedness is unpleasant to Him. I am experiencing doubts that my knowledge of counseling and human nature cannot handle. I desire God to be as tangible to me as the floor I am stepping on or the clothes I have on. Faith is the evidence of things not seen, but right now, I need evidence that can be used even in a court of law. Have you ever had these moments? 

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